We are happy to share with our reader the homily which Fr John Harris OP preached at Sr Mary Cathy's Profession on the 2nd of February:
Today’s feast begins with a young
married couple bringing their newly born baby to the Temple.
Today’s celebration of Sr Mary Cathy’s profession began in the very same
way, when her parents, Imelda and John, carried her to a church to be
baptised. On that day a sword began to
pierce her heart. In mystical theology the image of a sword is often used as a
way of describing how the love of God penetrates deeply into our hearts and
lives and transfixes us with the living presence of the divine love. This life
of grace which begins at the very moment of our baptism continues to pierce us
all our lives through until in the end, the words spoken by Simeon become words
spoken of us: “our secret thoughts are laid bare”.
That sword of divine love began
its journey to the centre of Cathy’s soul on the day of her baptism, it
continued in her reception of the sacraments of Holy Communion and Confirmation
and Cathy herself would say it made little if any progress in her life. But
once the sword begins its journey, to use another image taken from the words of
Jesus himself speaking of the seed that is planted: night and day while we
sleep, when we are awake the seed is sprouting and growing, how, we do not
know”. The love continues to bring life in its own mysterious way. This is the
true story of grace in every Christian soul. How that sword of divine love
continues to wound and in its wounding brings healing and new life.
The sword made a deep cut into
the soul of Cathy when she became involved in the Legion of Mary. In a most
amazing way through the members of Mary’s Blessed Legion Christ’s love was
revealed to her. By their love and concern for her she came to believe in the
deeper love that Jesus had for her. In so many ordinary ways, of welcome and
friendship, of encouragement and support Cathy began to feel the piercing love
which Christ has for her.
During this time she came to know
us Dominicans in Dominick St. She often recalls how at the end of the annual
novena to St. Martin de Porres, the preacher that year, Fr. Bede McGregor,
didn’t allow her to slip out of the Church, but insisted that she shake his
hand and tell him her name. A blessed
moment: for he too knew all her friends in the Legion. In that simple moment of
encounter Cathy realised that she was someone with a name, a story, and
friends, someone she could be happy and proud to be. In that simple encounter
the sword went deeper. In that ordinary moment Christ spoke to her of his
personal love.
The Legion allowed Cathy not only
to experience that love for herself but gave her the wonderful opportunity of
herself becoming an evangeliser (a carrier of the sword) by helping others to
come to know that love for themselves.
The sword continued its journey,
at times painful and challenging, she developed her prayer life through
adoration and her connection with the Carmelites in Roebuck. And all the time
the secret thoughts of her heart were beginning to be voiced by her, as she
endeavoured to speak in her own direct and “no-nonsense” way of her spiritual
life.
I remember one afternoon in the
parlour in
Dominick St.
when she spoke to me of her love of Eucharistic Adoration the idea entered my
head, “should I mention
Siena
to her”. I was extremely nervous but speak the word I did. She said she would
love to visit and I contacted Sr. Breda (novice mistress). Driving her up here
on a Friday afternoon a few weeks later, she kept telling me how nervous she
was and I couldn’t tell her I was even more nervous. What if she didn’t like
it, if the nuns didn’t think she was suitable? Thus began her journey here in
Siena. A journey that is
given its deepest meaning by today’s feast.
Today’s feast is about a
redeeming and a presenting, a releasing and a binding: indeed a dying to be
born. When Mary and Joseph went to the Temple it was to buy-back as it were
their first born from God, but in their presenting him to God they are teaching
us a fundamental Christian truth; it is only by giving that we receive, by
saying yes to God that we learn true freedom. So many of us believe it is by
freeing ourselves from God that we become free, that was the mistake made by
Adam and Eve at the very beginning of the story of humanity, but the Good News
tells us the complete opposite. As Pope Benedict spoke to us at the very
beginning of his pontificate: “Are we not perhaps all afraid in some way? If we
let Christ enter fully into our lives, if we open ourselves totally to him, are
we not afraid that He might take something away from us? Are we not perhaps
afraid to give up something significant, something unique, and something that
makes life so beautiful? Do we not then risk ending up diminished and deprived
of our freedom? … No! If we let Christ into our lives, we lose nothing,
nothing, absolutely nothing of what makes life free, beautiful and great. No!
Only in this friendship are the doors of life opened wide. Only in this
friendship is the great potential of human existence truly revealed. Only in
this friendship do we experience beauty and liberation”.
By handing ourselves to God we
discover who we truly are. In this true friendship we meet ourselves. To quote
our Beloved St. Catherine of Siena,
“the souls can only know herself when she sees herself in God”. Some might say
that Cathy by locking herself up here in Siena
is burying herself away from life and freedom, but the opposite is the truth.
It is here in the cloister that Cathy is learning true freedom, a life totally
focused on God, the truest living out of human freedom. Here Cathy is opening
herself up to the full wound of the sword of divine love; here there is nowhere
to hide from that wounding - A piercing that is at once painful and life
giving, healing and refreshing: A dying to come to life.
Today as she makes her simple
profession she is laying bare the secret thoughts of her heart before us all.
She is saying in the midst of Holy
Church that she is
discovering God’s love for her and her only response is to love him fully. Here
in prayer and adoration her heart is opening up to be wounded by love, but not
just for herself but for all of us as well and indeed for the whole Church. For
her evangelising, learned in the Legion of Mary is continuing. By making
profession in the Church we are all being built up by her offering, for love is
the one thing that builds the Church, and causes her to be renewed.
So we pray this day that the
journey begun on the day Imelda and John presented Cathy to be baptised will
continue now in this holy place of Siena Monastery; that the sword of divine
love will continue to wound her bringing her deep joy and happiness. And as she
lives out her life in secret the whole body of the Church will be build up in
faith, hope and love; so that all the nations may see the light that
enlightens, the love that gives life and the peace that gives hope, Christ
Jesus our Lord. To whom be honour and glory for ever and ever. Amen