In this Year of
Faith, St. Catherine’s teaching on faith in
the following letter can be helpful to all of us as we ponder her words:
Letter T 31 to Madonna Mitarella
March 1373
In the name of Jesus Christ
crucified and of gentle Mary.
Dearest
and very loved mother and sister in Christ gentle Jesus, I Caterina, useless
servant of Jesus Christ, send you greetings and encouragement in his precious
blood. I long to see you a faithful servant in God’s sight, firm in the faith
that gives joy and happiness to our soul. We must have the sort of faith our
Saviour spoke of: “If you had faith as small as a grain of mustard seed and you
commanded this mountain, it would move.” I beg you, dearest sister, to keep
living in this faith.
You
wrote me that because of what has happened, you are placing your faith and
confidence only in the prayers of God’s servants. I beg you then, in the name
of God and of our gentlest love Jesus Christ, to stand firm in this sweet holy
faith. Oh sweet life-giving faith! If you persevere in that faith, sadness will
never overtake your heart. For sadness comes only from putting our trust in
creatures. But creatures are frail, lifeless things that sooner or later fail,
and our heart can never rest except in what is stable and secure. When we set
our heart on other people it is not set on anything stable, for a human being
is alive today and tomorrow is dead. So, if we wish to have peace we must rest
our heart and soul with faith and love in Christ crucified. Only then will our
soul find complete happiness. O Jesus, dearest love!
If
you want to give life to this holy faith, I ask you to keep two things in mind.
The first is that God cannot will anything but our good. To give us that true
good – because through sin we had lost it – he gave himself even to the
shameful death of the cross. Graciously he humbled himself to restore that
grace to us and to do away with our pride. How true it is then that God wills
only our good! The second thing to keep in mind is this: I want you to believe
that truly nothing happens to us except by God’s will and permission –death or
life, sickness or health, riches or poverty, even the wrongs done us by friends
or relatives or anyone else. Not a leaf falls from a tree without his consent.
God gives us what we can bear and no more.
If
you believe that God wants only our good, you will stay perfectly happy. Be
comforted in Christ crucified, and don’t be afraid.
Gentle
God, give us death rather than let us offend you!
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