"I shall keep my sheep in
view" Ezekiel
My Lord God, this week as I
pondered over your Word from this week's Mass readings, I often wondered why
you care for us as you do.
In fact I used to wonder why my father - a very sensible man - ever bothered to rear sheep at all, troublesome creatures that they are - headstrong
and so stupid they would break your heart.
And yet My Lord, YOU keep us in view and we
indeed did break your heart, piercing it
through with a lance until blood and water poured out, and I know You would do
it again for even one of your children in trouble.
You are truly our Shepherd King; deeper
than all else is your Fatherly care for each one individually. I can't even
imagine how you do keep each one of us, your so wayward children, within the beam
of those gentle and merciful eyes of yours, and yet ‘twas yourself who told us
that the very hairs of our head are numbered---not by angels but by
yourself - and that we matter more to you than many sparrows.
Long ago, you spoke to us through your
prophet telling us "I myself will show my sheep where to rest, I shall
bring back the stray, bandage the wounded and make the weak strong” and allow
me to remind you that there are many
many of your children suffering for the sake of your Name these times.
And Your Majesty, if I may make so bold as
to ask You one more question, why, oh why, why do you really love and care for
us so much ?
Perhaps the poet Francis Thompson caught a
glimpse of this mystery when he wrote his beautiful poem "The Hound of
Heaven.” I quote,
"Alack, thou knowest not how little
worthy of any love thou art!
Whom wilt thou find to love ignoble thee
save Me, save only Me.
All which I took from thee I did but take,
not for thy harms, but just that thou might'st seek it in my arms.
all which thy child's mistake fancies as
lost, I have stored for thee at home,
Rise clasp my hand and come.
Halts by me that footfall, Is my gloom,
after all, shade of His hand, outstretched caressingly?
Ah fondest, blindest, weakest, I am He whom thou seekest!
Oh my Lord you are truly our 'beautiful
beautiful beautiful God breathing your love - in the hearts of us all. cf Patrick Kavanagh.
WE THANK YOU.
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